I was kind of a big deal. Thousands of people would come to packed out arena’s just to hear me play my music. This was everything that I had worked for. The countless hours working on albums, and the constant touring had finally paid off. It all culminated to this peak moment, the moment I had dreamed of for years. Everyone had heard my music and I was getting paid more money than I had ever imagined.
But I didn’t even care. I was going through the motions, trying to get through each concert as quickly as possible. I no longer cared about sharing my music, or even the money. I was unhappy, and nothing could satisfy me. In the midst of all the fame and attention I had lost my way. I thought that if I became a big deal then I would feel fulfilled. But it was just the opposite, the bigger I became the emptier I felt. I was on a downward spiral that could only end in one place.
But then something happened. I found a love. A passionate love that was slow to anger, and showed no partiality. A love that stays steadfast no matter what I have done or will do. A love that saved my life.
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